A Pani-Puri Crush

(Redacted version of this article was published on THE HIMALAYAN TIMES dated 24th May 2016)


In this complicated internet world, crush can be as simple as this, as it unfurls:
To start with, I would like to end the need of some of my foreign friends to google the definition of Pani Puri. It is, also called golgappa, a spicy street snack popular in several regions of Indian Subcontinent.

If it was one of balmy days with the sun happily glowing plus a dusty lively desert, then the evening was more appropriate to be called as the dusk. The sun would be setting down to the darker womb of Western Mountain, camels returning back to shelter, powdering sandy dust all over man’s height. Contrarily, here I was. No sun rays, overcast late afternoon, no dust visible, just men and women; some—well, especially one!—a beautiful girl.  Girl said as to cover her gender, she was anyway a school girl. Have I become a sick gone out of my mind to get a crush on a kiddy? No. Nature has bestowed terrific exquisiteness and I perceived one, I was unable to keep it long on myself. And finally here I go.

She first cropped up into my spectacle the very evening when the bus was overcrowded and I was perched with difficulty on its rooftop, with my hands turned back holding the rusted–metal railings; buttock on the sheer sharpness of one of them. It’s ironic that most of my stories has been framed on the bus that has to be overcrowded, many people come across your field of vision and one of them happens to be your favorite face, of course of a lady: nah, stories these days are never interesting and hence not read if there is not a lady in it, at its center of gravity! It might be because the public bus takes many people in and throws many of them out in stations with the separate physiognomies and background stories. And by the flick of space and time their stories meet mine. By the time the bus is parked finally, your dream face always disappears where you don’t know. Simple, because as the bus is jam-packed, one person you rarely care about would be missing in a tussle and rush. Secondly, your attention is caught by a known person or a group that you cannot avoid talking to. This condition should be often when the bus is plying in a regular route in your vicinal town. 

There are these some wonderful things, that you just can’t avoid looking at. Any man has a weakness; many say that it is the woman. I do not believe this absolutely. Partly it may be true, and sometimes even not at all. Yes it must be a major station; the bus would be stopping quite long. Not long enough to go for a pee and have some snacks though. Some of the occupants were thriving to get off making ways through the crowd, poking their knees and elbows sidewise. It would be easily imaginable when one sees the struggle between people just off the bus-door. She was blithe and unmindful of the world around her. Yards afar from the bus, she was just wandering her eyes in the pots of grams and peas and chilies and lemonades and bhujia and finally the jug where all these things are jiggled and spiced up with a bamboo stick by a snotty street vender.

Ah! That giggle. The group of girls, she included, titters, the sound of which amplifies as their recipe is on the verge of being served. Looking down from the balcony I could sense her itch to have all the sour and juicy of the pani puri.  How can a person be so nonchalant? How can a girl be so cute and alluring? All those chirpy girls faced westwards thumped down their feet as they looked in desperation at the contents of the mug being waggled. The clumping gave a pleasant melody to such a connoisseur of puerile beauty like me. The girls blissfully gave a big sigh of victory as the hawker poured down the chana chatpat on a paper sheet. He handed them four different cardboard-cut spoons.  And then started a spectacular cut-throat game of shoveling and gulping what was the mixture of grams, peas and suchlike. In moments afterwards when the game was over, their eyes met as if to communicate the unfulfilled hunger shared by all. The girl in context whips her open hands up and down, then down and up—with her tongue protruded out—hissing and wheezing. Sometimes, yah, chilies have so positive effect that you can observe the spontaneity of actions all in the natural flow. They then had a whip-round and it appeared from the distance that with the remaining money they were to buy pani puri, fried puff-pastry balls.

No sooner they were slurping the flavor of pani puri in a row, oblivious of the surround, our vehicle blared and ejected thick exhaust. The girl took a glimpse at the bus, pani puri stirring on her mouth, and then its roof, when suddenly our eyes crossed. The vehicle was on the move, she gave that careless look on her part, but which came to me as a transcendental arrow. For them, buses come and go; they never stop craving their desire. They might not have even imagined how many bus-passengers are bewitched each passing day with their happy-go-lucky style. They had to return home, but who the heck cares if there was Pani puri?

Even today when I see girls stacking along a pani puri stall the unheeding image of that tiny girl dances in my very own mindset. Something is just never to be perished, indeed some memories. 

©Adhikary Rabindra 2016

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